Help! I'm stuck in transition and I can't find my bike! Or at least that's what it feels like in my life these days. Like I'm running the isles of the transition area, scanning rows and rows of bikes, looking for the one that is mine.
Except I'm in a car. Driving. Searching for what the next piece of my life is going to look like. Its equally as frustrating, but the scenery is a little better.
About that driving thing. Apparently there is a lot of it on these crazy road trips. I always forget that. I've driven over 3000 miles in two weeks. From the sweet majestic peaks I called home, through the expanse of the desert, to coastlines and rainforest and everything in between. Teeny, tiny nowhere towns and major metropolitan areas. No real plan, and only a general direction that could be changed at a moments notice. Sometimes solo, sometimes with friends old and new. Its been quite an experience so far. A crazy, fluid, random experience. A lesson in patience, perseverance, and living truly in the moment -- which is SO MUCH HARDER than you think.
We talk so much about living life to the fullest, but are we really doing that? Are we really putting our heart into everything that we do when we're doing it? Are we being true to ourselves, always? Are we being ourselves? Or are we creating a false reality, stifling our passions and personality?
Are we living and loving out loud?
Did I mention there's as much thinking time as driving time on this crazy adventure? That's a lot of thinking. And most of it has been without the welcome distraction of cell service.
That is A LOT OF THINKING people. My brain hurts. My knees hurt. My back aches. I'm more of a mess from sitting in a car than I was from my crazy "three 14ers in two days" excursion. And yet I really, really needed this.
Transition is good. Healthy. Something we don't give enough attention to. And it is never ending. We are always transitioning. Whether we are in control of it or outside influences are forcing it on us, we are constantly in flux. So I guess its time to learn how to do this. Practice. Acknowledge. Learn. Grow. Get comfortable with being uncomfortable. Appreciate it for what it is. Get stronger from the inside, radiate beauty outward. Keep moving forward.